It's the hospital again. A place that reminds me of my aunt & wai gong. The last time to the A&E was with wai gong. A referral letter from the clinic saying that he should be admitted to the hospital after his blood test. We found out later it was last stage cancer. Though he treat girls like junk, when he passed away i was still very affected. Especially when my wai po broke down beside his coffin kept crying & shouting asking me how to survive without him. I just kept crying. It's been a year plus.

My aunt was only 46 when she pass away. Definitely a shock to all of us. We found out she had cancer on national day 3years ago. We all thought she'll pull through aft all the treatment & she promised her 4kids(10,11,16,17) she'll not work all day long & she'll bring them out to play, go overseas & have fun enjoy life. We thought she'll slowly recover & suddenly she left us feeling so lost that year. She was the one who work so hard just because she want her kids to have good life in future. She have all the money but got no time to spend. Work work work was all she knew. My fav aunt. My ah ma's fav daughter. All didn't know how to tell my ah ma at that time. When my mum call me when i was in SP, i cried my way home. Tears just kept coming down. I saw my brother teared quietly, Only then.

Why am i bringing all these up? Because my ah ma is in hospital now. Its her leg again. The hospital just bring me very bad memories. Take care all. Cherish~